Im really really inspired by the paramore song - Let the flames begin. For me, its the best paramore song ever. Its kinda dark but its very emotional and it evokes hope and you know.. The lyrics are very meaningful and it somehow pushes you not to give up or give in to anything that puts you down. Even everything seems to be falling apart, you can still move on and fight back.
And Hayley is such a darling...plus on this song, you can jump around and headbang. Now how many of us is longing for a paramore concert here? Grr.
Also, ive been listening a lot to Pupil, they got good songs too. My favorites are "Bato", Matador and Disconnection Notice. DN sometimes makes me feel more insane than usual. I really find myself now talking more and more random things than usual. eek.
I just got elected as the new LHC. Kudos to me. I know ill do a great job only if im supported well enough. There will be haters but i dont care, i gotta be focused on all of my goals. If not we all fail.
I know that i got a lot of things to fix but let me just do it one step at a time.
My head hurts and i wanna feel the pleasure of napping. I played DDR yesterday and i played well and burned aroud 300kcals maybe. I had fish for dinner. Man, i love seafood. Vacation's almost here and pip and i are going back to seafood paradise. The steamed lapulapu, the spiced crab in tomato sauce, the huge prawns, the fresh blue marlins... God..
Kudos also to Boss Gid. You deserve it and you definitely earned the position. We are going to support Theta all the way.
My head hurts again as i think about all the inactive members that are going back, i am going to demand for their time and respect. Although i have to earn their respect as well. I must not be scared of these challenges and i will radiate my authority to them and show them who's boss. But yeah, its my leadership i gotta show. Its tough, we are still on the bottom of the pit.
Im still looming over the thought of how would i react to the returning members who would dislike me as their leader. again, my head hurts.
one - they werent around to know me better.
two - should they want another person, they should have given time to attend the fucking elections.
three - should they want another person, they should have been appearing in meetings even if they are inactive. At least they know what's in the loop. Or who's doing what and such.
my head continues to hurt and wonders if i spelled correctly the word - "they".
I strongly disagree to absentee voting, im afraid that those other members who didnt hear me talk in the GPOA will not respect me as the new LHC. I heard a brod even describing me over the phone as - yung nagmamagic. Its totally unfair to both Chad and I.
I wonder, if i am still yet to adapt to the diliman culture.
I wonder, if i am able to change this culture for the better.
But still, my heartfelt thanks to all the people who supports my cause.
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